#149 Here have a chair

June 20,2006 Sorry for lack of update Friday. But family affairs came up again. But here is the update for your veiwing pleasure. I have no idea what to comment about these days. Perhaps I have had a better grasp on things in my life at the moment, and with the bigger things going on with family around me, perhaps some things aren't as big a deal to comment about or notice for very long. Someone was commenting how I have changed a lot in the last few months. Then others say that I don't seem to have changed at all. So I have no idea what the deal is in this area. I know I have been looking towards my beliefs a lot more and how the relate to life and such. These things can cause a change that one doesn't realize in themselves to certain people. So perhaps it was a matter of how I had presented myself to particular people in my life in the past.